| CaRMiLLa...In ThE FLeSh | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| ThE GoTHiC,PuNkY,PRiNCeSs Of DaRkNeSs | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Hello..and welcome to the second part of my page, where I describe my role-playing character, Carmilla. She's not very different from how I actually am. The whole basis for her existence is conqueration,she wants to own and be owned.Into being submissive,but can definately take the cake for a dominatrix,also.I am Carmilla,like her,I fight for what I want,I'm stubborn,heartless with a few exceptions,and extremely jealous,posessive, and tries to avoid things that involve emotions, preferring to be numb to everything.She has low self-esteem,but when she goes out,she doesn't lend anyone the slightest hint on who,or what she is. Carmilla is armed with an arrogant attitude,silver dagger,claw ring,and her porcelain fangs.I'm incredibly sad..by nature,and have been since I was around 9 years old.I do have a reason for maintaining my sanity,however..a demonic lover that is completely infatuated with me,and only me. He's one of the few people that can actually make me smile..he showed me how to feel,how to have heartfelt emotions without suffering. I am so truely greatful.Jason,I love you.((*I will have a picture of him up soon,he's incredible*)) I forgot to mention,I am easily sidetracked.But anyhow,I've been into vampires since grade school, I am sooo fascinated by them.Not because they can live forever,but because of the power involved,the beauty of it all.It kicks xss! Oh come on,now..you didn't think I would stay completely serious through all of this now,did you? Now I will tell you how my character looks,her strategies,her donors,and other thing's I'll think of as I go along.Perhaps I should consider writing things down before I put them on here,ah,lazy people never learn. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| ThE LooKs,PeRSoNaLiTy,AnD LiKeS oF CaRMiLLa... | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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Now,I'm actually a little shy about this.My friend Melissa got me into role-playing,but it still feels kind of odd for me.I don't want to seem to far out,so I will try to keep this moderate,but still throw in some otherworldly charm and style.Let's see.I'm not too terribly thin,I'm actually plump,but I wouldn't want to change that for my character.Enough of the small-talk..I'm ready to give this a try. Long,cascading,wonderously thick,crayola red hair..touching just down to the small of her back. Piercing,jade green eyes..with a sprinkle of freckles dotting her nose and cheeks.She has an evil spirit,and tries hard to avoid sympathizing with her victims,5'5 in height..and a striding, quick step.Carmilla wears a pewter bat on a thin, leather cord around her neck,she is graceful and swift with her movements,and pretty much avoids anything that shows the possible risk of becomming attached..for this would be her deepest fear.Her usual wardrobe consists of long,flowing,black skirts,combat boots or platform high-heels, and a form-fitting corset,constructed of satin and burgundy,deep red,purple,blue..but often black-velvet.She adorns her fingers with a multitude of tiny,silver rings..and her finger and toenails would always be painted black,and she would have the voice of a longing banshee..childish in speech and hellish in her rages,because she,much like me, would definately get pxssed off easily and often. Her anger would never go unjustified,and killing without guilt isn't a problem. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| ThE LoVeRs AnD DoNoRs... | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Yessss...this should be incredibly simple.Not much required thinking. (; I have already said my piece about Jason,the dark prince that is constantly occupying my thoughts.Now..there's Melissa..she can be found on AOL,under MoonFay16, she is a terrific person to role-play,or scene if you will,with..a personal friend of mine. Amber,my | best girlfriend since 8th grade,my companion.Lee, my childe (No,not in actuality),another local friend.Megan..this girl kicks xss 8 ways 'til Tuesday! (hehe,ripped ya off,Jason) She is just a permanent side kick.LeeAnn..you just deserve to be up on this bxtch,I heard all this cool stuff about you,met you,and *gasp*,you actually did kick xss. (= Be sure to keep an eye out for my new page,it'll have my beliefs,and how *I* think the world and system should be.As of again..don't forget to sign my guestbook and do my webpoll on the main page. Thanks! (=
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